My sister sent me a email that said she started her own family blog and it made me laugh cause her blog title is "Crazy times" so I went and checked it out and as I was reading it thinking how crazy of a life she lives with her four kids I have with no kids. But as I sit her on my laptop at 8:49pm that I actual have a crazy life. What makes my life crazy right know is I got a a picture text from Wilson this afternoon of him in scrubs after a c-section. He is in the OB part of his clinical, last week he got to help with a virginal birth.
Then about a hour later I get a phone call from my mom telling me that my baby sister Elena who ran away and is on the street prostituting herself, called on a restricted number saying she was leaving the state and bye. As I talk to my mom I wanted to cry and scream at the top of my lungs. But for my mom I stayed strong and just listen. Anyways I feel really bad for my mom who love Elena so much and has worked so hard with her and to have to see mother heart ache cause her daughter chose street over are family.
Wilson and I took Roxie to the dog park and I did a few laps around the park.
This the picture Wilson sent after the c-section he helped with and my favorite picture of me and my baby sister Elena.
I love you Elena and Miss you:(
So sad for Elena and everyone who loves her. It is so hard to watch the people you care about make bad choices. All you can focus on are the good things that the family taught her and gave her - she was safe and loved during that time. Maybe someday she will be strong enough to do what is best for herself.
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